Ottmar Liebert @ Coach House

Lisa and I went and saw Ottmar Liebert at the Coach House–an easy drive down with fun commercial street parking.

Door guy was letting people in and out as long as they were going to do coke or get high.

He took my ticket stub & did not give it back.

I raised my arm to be searched and he laughed at me–he thought it was cool I was taking my kid to see Tool & TSOL–I wished I  had mentioned Primus.

Lisa and I were the youngest people in the very white crowd & were seated by an old couple in the back. They ignored us and then left. Lee and Ken then sat down with us–he was from Nebraska and loved Jack London. She was from LA and Taught ESL To Adults at SELF [which is now called Creekside]. Lee and Ken were great–they had kids who had gone with a family member to Sky High and were getting video updates.

The show was amazing–Ottmar has some weird hopi explanation on the connection between Flamenco and Reggae which made no sense but was fantastic.

The drummer is a machine.

We had to leave before the show was over, the security guard on the back door exit was a complete trip.

We plan to take other couples to the Coach House soon—it was a really good time.

I am Not a Goob

The last D&D Podcast had this random comment from one of the art directors that one of the Ampersand artists was in a relationship with a “D&D Goob”.

It was clearly meant to be playful and endearing.

I heard it very differently.

Now, if it had come from Shelly or Greg, I likely would not have even noticed–but the Art Director had previously said several things that made it clear she was not “one of us” and so her comment struck me with the force of a 9th grade hallway slam–if you know what I mean.

Some Art Kid calling anyone a Goob immediately triggers me and I really wish it did not. I get defensive. It makes me mad–I want to strike back and shame them, and taunt them, and explain to them that they do not know what it was like growing up playing D&D…The way in which playful and endearing can switch to mean and exclusionary.

And I have no idea where I am getting this “one of us” feeling–sounds like some Fake Geek Girl conspiracy or Anti-Cosplay idiot response…Right Fun…I mean The Art Director’s likely had a lot more crap in their life then I have had in mine & for me to get all prickly over this is just lame…

But it is not going away…

And I *know* I am being hyper over sensitive to this at some level. And I wish I could let this go–but I am literally thinking about it a lot & hoping a blog post may help is likely the worst form of desperation, but but but…

I am tired of being called names.

I have been tired of it since 1982. I am not a nerd, geek, goob, or anything else. When the Deadpool movie comes out I do not need a lot of articles explaining what it means to be nerdy… Articles on how to have a Geek Valentine’s Day are not helping…

I am tired of it & I am struggling to come up with a creative response…


D&D Podcasts By Shelly Mazzanoble and Greg Tito

Shelly is again joined by Greg Tito for another fantastic episode! Here is the blurb:

Creative Director Shauna Narciso and Art Director Kate Irwin share insights on the visual look of D&D and the Curse of Strahd adventure, which is available in March. Listen to the new podcast.

They discuss the art of the new season which looks amazing!

They discuss the recent shift from a more “where we come from” art direction, to a “where we are now” which I think is healthy and challenging…I mean I really loved the last Art team [and all the work they did with the community–I feel like in some ways they taught me how to look at D&D Art], but these women seem to bring a more Artistic [rather than Commercial] aesthetic to the D&D projects which I think is healthy.
They talk a lot about the Dragon+ Covers which is totally awesome–their passion, involvement, and knowledge really shines through and brings more detail to the work that they have done. Their thoughts on now legendary Zuggtmoy cover are fantastic:
One thing about this issue which I am embarrased to admit bothered me was that one of the art directors describes a D&D Fan as “a big D&D Goob”. Now I grew up being called a nerd and I have come to accept that some people call us Geek’s and that we have to own our insults and all of that–but for some reason it bugged me–and the fact that it goes by uncommented on was odd–like Greg & Shelly do not say anything–don’t even comment–it is like insulting ourselves is now ok everywhere or something. I mean, if I get called a ‘goob’ I am going to respond & I would expect Shelly and greg to as well–maybe I will follow up with them on twitter…